sometimes i am going through photos and i come across a bunch and i think to myself “oh no not this memory” because i made the decision to not be nostalgic. because nostalgia is a liar.
people inspire me. creative types, friends, strangers. life events. writing inspires me a lot i am always searching for new and interesting writers. i can not tell you what is good inspiration its different for everyone. but usually when i get to work everyday i just start drawing/painting i do not wait for something to inspire me.
i don’t understand why anyone would ask me for advice either. also sorry you are so unhappy. must suck to be you.
well I’m not the best person to ask because i myself have a shady past, i have cheated on most of my boyfriends. but i have also been cheated on sometimes even though the “girl power” outlets out there tell you different it is a one time thing. and sometimes its a pattern of behavior. you have to ask yourself if you will ever be able to trust your boyfriend again. and also if he has done this before in other relationships. ultimately it comes down to what you want to put up with. if you think you’ll never be able to trust your boyfriend again even if you try then you should maybe break things off. if you think you can get past it then try and repair your relationship. speaking from experience my best relationships have involved no cheating from me or the other person.